Posts Tagged ‘Consciousness’

Back in 2008 I was coming back from a journey with my guide, from very high states of consciousness into the Oneness, back into my individuated form, personality and body, when my guides showed me something important. They had me hover before entering my body, taking a moment to focus my consciousness so that I could see the animal (me, my body) that I was about to enter.

They showed me a layer that surrounded me, a part of my energy that I passed through as I entered my body, something I hadn’t been aware of previously. I have been doing consciousness work for many years, I work with very high light beings and masters, and spend quite a bit of time in states of Oneness. I have spent many moments over many years upgrading my physical, emotional and mental bodies as I have grown and evolved. And still, they showed me something new, that I had not been aware of previously.

They said, “This is your mantle of suffering. All humans have this at this time. It is what we are working with you to evolve in yourself and your clients.”

I remember that suspended moment clearly. The animal (me) looked sad, sort of hunched over and unaware, encased in a fog or field that they were naming as the Mantle of Suffering. My consciousness was able to understand more clearly what I am as a human being. It was beautiful and surprising.

Since that time I have been aware mostly in group energy transmissions that we (my guides and I) have been working with my clients to aid them in their evolution in many ways, as well as specifically preparing them to release and DIS-mantle this Mantle of Suffering. It doesn’t seem to happen overnight, it happens when the being is ready to let it go or open a little. Sometimes I see it like a cascade of falling sand, with an illumined structure that is left as the integrity and structure of the being that remains, allowing them access to their authentic self and power fully, clearly. Sometimes I see it as a bit more fluidity in the shell, more porousness or fissures allowing more light in.

How does this relate to my current work? To these children?

My understanding is that this group of souls I am working with, what I call “vibrational children” and what I believe is the same group that Doreen Virtue is calling “rainbow children” are coming in with a different energy pattern, without this mantle of suffering. The more I work with them and their parents, the more that I understand what is going on and what is needed to assist us all in welcoming them with grace.

One of my first experiences of these souls was during a private session with a woman who was 3 months pregnant and feeling overwhelmed. Within minutes of beginning the session, this being got my attention. He told me that she had come for the session because of him, that in fact, he had brought her to me. He asked me to look at his mother’s energy field, and then showed me his. Lol! They were very different indeed! From his perspective, hers looked a bit like a crunchy outer shell of an M&M.

He told me, “I can’t get in. I can’t build my body. This is why she is having this session with you. I need your help.”

The mother had booked her session because she was feeling overwhelmed, but not because her baby could not build his body. She was not aware of this. And to be clear, she is an amazing, clear, powerful, leaderful and conscious woman. I have a lot of respect for her, and still, the vibrational gap between herself and the child she was carrying was vast. Our session assisted the baby to build his body and be comfortable in her field, and she was able to relax and not feel so overwhelmed by his presence. By the way, I did not mention the sex of the child to her at the time, instead I asked her to let me know when she found out. And sure enough she now has a healthy beautiful boy!

During the session, I helped the boy and the mother harmonize vibrationally. Because I was able to hold both frequencies very easily, I was able to help them as souls and energy beings work together to create points of access and connection, and to begin to build a pathway that was harmonious enough for the child to come in and gentle enough for the mother to handle. By the end of the session, her “M&M shell” looked much more porous, like a sponge or a piece of coral that is still rigid but has more openings and pathways for fluid connection. I believe this was her mantle of suffering, softening.

Since that time, I have received more information and energy from this particular group of special and evolved beings incarnating at this time. I believe that these special children do not want to incarnate with a mantle of suffering, and that they desire for their consciously chosen parents to do some work before they are conceived, if at all possible. I also believe that if a parent of one of these children chooses to clear generational karma and dissolve this mantle even just a little bit, it will create a more optimal environment for the child to build a healthy body and a whole, complete high functioning brain.

Many of them are choosing older moms and are getting their attention suddenly. Several of my clients weren’t aware of desiring children until this being appeared and “got their attention”. In some cases they have been hanging around their parents for many, many years and have just been waiting until the right moment to bring the parents together or help create the desire for conception, so that they could be born in a specific window of energy when they are needed, and that time is now. Some women and men are aware of these beings and have been for many years. One of my clients has been aware of her daughter since she was 16, another for her entire life. If you are lucky enough to have an agreement with one of these children, to be chosen by one of them, you’ll be kept on your toes and required to grow, and assisted by them and your own guides to grow and evolve at a pace that may be a stretch for you, but a pace to which we believe you can adapt.

It is my belief that these children are here to assist all of us in creating a very new reality on earth. They represent and embody the evolution of our species.

Perhaps you passed through this phase last fall and have a firm footing in your new landscape. If so then this will not resonate for you. However, many of us are undergoing a new aspect of death and re-birth, shedding our skins and taking each step as it comes, sometimes not knowing if the footing will be there to catch us.

As a friend and colleague of mine put it, “we are all being pulled into who we came to be.”During the moon and solstice transmissions of 2009, as well as in the magnetizing groups, I witnessed as you took your places and claimed your authentic selves. You became the Goddess in your earthly form of human woman. You passed through initiations, received robes and chalices in the soul planes and Temples of the Masters. Some of you witnessed each other in this process, and others I believe may not yet be aware of all that you re-patterned, embraced and birthed.

We made our choices.

We took our rightful places.

And now, we walk through the becoming, the manifestation. We allow the unraveling and bravely create anew. Despite our broken hearts, our past hurts of not being seen, of our gifts not being valued, or desires not having arrived yet, we press on. We feel the strength of our ancestors, the women who walked on this Earth before us. We sink into the gravity of Mother Earth, her constant tone of support. Her ceaseless love and abundance. We surrender to the heat of the sun, the penetrating male aspect of this world, receiving the steady nourishment, renewed. We trust. We live and breathe FAITH.

We reach for each other as Priestesses on the inner planes. We each hold a piece of this transformation, and we know how to resource ourselves and support one another on the inner planes. It is a group work.

Here on our newborn Earth we take our time. Claim our space. Take baths. Walks. Beach time. A visit to the spa. Good cries. Good books. Good friends…or… solitude. Nourishing food and herbal teas. Sleep. Dream. Be.

Could it be we are immersed in dark waters of the Goddess, the deep cavernous mysteries of the Divine Feminine before she makes her emergence?

Could it be that we as a collective consciousness are choosing to do this
together, so that we may truly be reborn together as women? So that we
may claim our power and create anew this life, what it means to be a
woman on Earth?

Most people don’t think that new-born children could be the Creator of their own reality, because they are not even talking yet.

But the Universe is not responding to your language anyway.

The Universe is responding to your vibration, and your vibration is about the way you feel.

— Abraham

Excerpted from the workshop in Seattle, WA on Saturday, June 20th, 1998 #291

Our Love,
Jerry and Esther

I know I keep saying that these babies want to be born as their Divine Self. They want to come in whole, embodied. They need our help. We need to show up for them in ways our culture hasn’t always supported or understood. It keeps getting clearer to me.

And it’s not only the babies who are changing the way spirit embodies flesh.

Almost daily I am witnessing on my table and in long distance sessions adults birthing their divine blueprint into their current body, their current life. I am not finding sufficient words to express the profound beauty and power of these sessions alongside a sense of simplicity, a return to how it was supposed to be all along, a true normal that just has not been possible until now.

It’s beyond “healing” it’s not “healing” it’s reclamation of our birthright. It is, I think, the Earth’s divine plan.

Something to play with